Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Relapse
Ethan has once again relapsed, he started spilling protein shortly after we dropped his dose down to 5mg every other day. Which is the same point where he relapsed last time. This morning he started back on his full dose of prednisone at 60mg every day. Once he is negative for 3 full days, we are to call Children's back and they will advise when Ethan will start on the chemo drug. I feel so bad for Ethan as he once again has to start this process all over again. He has hardly grown in the last year since starting prednisone and yet he has gained almost 20 pounds because of all the prednisone. He definitely does not like how the prednisone has changed his face. Please pray that Ethan will be able to get to negative quickly so that he can get to the every other day dose. The every day is very hard on him and us. I have no idea what to expect with chemo, hoping they will tell us more in a few days.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Children's Visit
Headed
to Children's Hospital with Ethan... It's a big day, discussing the big
guns (chemo) and what that will all look like treatment wise if he
relapses again. Ethan is already feeling like a relapse is starting,
although it is not yet showing up on his test strips. He was really
worried this morning because his eyes were puffy and his skin felt very
tight. It amazes me how the body can detect such small changes long
before it actually shows up on tests. Pray that I will remember
everything, Jeff has to work today so I am going it alone!
The paragraph above was my Facebook status this morning. First off let me say Thank you to all of you who prayed for us this morning. Our appointment couldn't have gone any better and I truly felt your prayers and was filled with peace and calm. It was a long day, up early and an extra long wait time at the Hospital. But I was able to get my questions answered and more importantly I think it was very reassuring for Ethan and myself. I told Ethan that he had to tell the Doctor's how he truly felt, rather than just smiling and saying he is fine. When in fact, there are things he is struggling with.
I thought I had prepared him well to feel comfortable enough to at least mention how he is feeling to them. But NO, he just smiled and said he was fine. Seriously, he does not get that from me. I will usually straight up tell you how or what I am feeling. My Dad used to tell me that I wore my heart on my sleeve! So once we got past the awkward and embarrassing sharing of feelings and how he has been doing on the prednisone. The Doctor was able to tell Ethan that what he was experiencing was totally NORMAL!!! He said that once he comes totally off prednisone he should begin to feel better and much more like his old self. All the aches and pains, bone and joint pain, insomnia, depression are all prednisone related. Which is pretty much what I expected him to say and have been telling Ethan. But I think it was reassuring for him to hear it straight from the Doctor. That what he has been experiencing is normal and that he isn't imagining it.
Ethan is currently taking 10mg of prednisone every other day. So he has about 3 weeks left to go before he is totally off. The plan will be as follows: If Ethan relapses while tapering the steroids or shortly after he comes off prednisone. They said he will have to restart prednisone, going right back up to the high dose of 60mg every day. Prednisone is the only thing that will get rid of the protein in his urine, Chemo alone will not do that. With this particular drug, you have to take it twice a day, every day for a year! We weren't expecting that number, but he did say that the drug is usually tolerated quite well by most kids. With hair loss being minimal and most of the noticeable side effects being nausea, diarrhea and stomach pain. He did not get into the more serious risks of using this drug. Probably because he doesn't want to scare us, and because he is a let's cross that bridge when we come to it kind of Doctor. Hmmm, sounds like my Husband.... So I am trying not to go there either and just focus on today, and to Ethan finally getting off prednisone. I hope and pray this will be the time he can get off.
The paragraph above was my Facebook status this morning. First off let me say Thank you to all of you who prayed for us this morning. Our appointment couldn't have gone any better and I truly felt your prayers and was filled with peace and calm. It was a long day, up early and an extra long wait time at the Hospital. But I was able to get my questions answered and more importantly I think it was very reassuring for Ethan and myself. I told Ethan that he had to tell the Doctor's how he truly felt, rather than just smiling and saying he is fine. When in fact, there are things he is struggling with.
I thought I had prepared him well to feel comfortable enough to at least mention how he is feeling to them. But NO, he just smiled and said he was fine. Seriously, he does not get that from me. I will usually straight up tell you how or what I am feeling. My Dad used to tell me that I wore my heart on my sleeve! So once we got past the awkward and embarrassing sharing of feelings and how he has been doing on the prednisone. The Doctor was able to tell Ethan that what he was experiencing was totally NORMAL!!! He said that once he comes totally off prednisone he should begin to feel better and much more like his old self. All the aches and pains, bone and joint pain, insomnia, depression are all prednisone related. Which is pretty much what I expected him to say and have been telling Ethan. But I think it was reassuring for him to hear it straight from the Doctor. That what he has been experiencing is normal and that he isn't imagining it.
Ethan is currently taking 10mg of prednisone every other day. So he has about 3 weeks left to go before he is totally off. The plan will be as follows: If Ethan relapses while tapering the steroids or shortly after he comes off prednisone. They said he will have to restart prednisone, going right back up to the high dose of 60mg every day. Prednisone is the only thing that will get rid of the protein in his urine, Chemo alone will not do that. With this particular drug, you have to take it twice a day, every day for a year! We weren't expecting that number, but he did say that the drug is usually tolerated quite well by most kids. With hair loss being minimal and most of the noticeable side effects being nausea, diarrhea and stomach pain. He did not get into the more serious risks of using this drug. Probably because he doesn't want to scare us, and because he is a let's cross that bridge when we come to it kind of Doctor. Hmmm, sounds like my Husband.... So I am trying not to go there either and just focus on today, and to Ethan finally getting off prednisone. I hope and pray this will be the time he can get off.
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